Ferns growing out of the walls of Angkor Wat, Cambodia |
Here is a piece I wrote when I was in Cambodia many years ago when the War on Terror was just a newborn.
Sometimes I lay awake at night and
wonder
Tonight I’m in Phnom Penh and can’t
sleep. I seem to always wake up at this time, when the day is still dark and
the only sound is that of lazy thoughts shuffling inside my head. On the other
side of the hotel window a boat bangs softly against the jetty.
It is windy and the monsoon is
nearly at an end. I was told Cambodia is a land of dusty sunsets but I find the
county resplendent with green paddy and the gurgle of the pale brown Mekong in
flood. I expected, too, to meet a morose and sullen people. But the Cambodians
are warm and can’t repress their smiles.
Throughout the town small but smart
restaurants cater to the foreigners that work for the NGOs and UN agencies that
finance and prop up the social welfare system of struggling countries like
Cambodia. Banners pronouncing tourism as a ‘tool to build cooperation’ droop in
the thick air. The tourists are back. Backpackers from Australia, packs of
Japanese and most ominously, ugly aging men on the prowl for sex with young
Khmer girls and boys. Cambodia is challenging Thailand as the premier
destination for sex tourism. Such are the hairline cracks of a poor country’s
development.
Faces of S-21 inmates before they were killed |
There is another macabre little
industry in Phnom Penh centred around the horrific torture chamber known as
Tuel Sleng or S-21. Tucked deep inside a residential neighbourhood the former
high school transformed by the Khmer Rouge into a laboratory of evil, S-21 is a
‘must see’ for any visitor to Cambodia.
Along with the temples of Angkor part of the grand tour. Moto drivers call out to you, ‘Tuel Sleng.
Look at Khmer Rouge jail’. You can buy T-shirts with disgusting recreations of
faces behind bars on the backs. They
also sell bags and skirts made of bright Khmer silk right next to building B
where Pol Pot’s most important enemies were kept in tiny wooden cages before
being cut open like animals and fed to the demon, Angkar, ‘the
Organization’.
I certainly remember the name Pol
Pot but his crimes were still unknown outside of Democratic Kampuchea in those
years, 1975-1979. It’s an old story now, how this country was transformed,
almost over night, into a giant slave camp. Cities were evacuated and left
empty and the population forcibly moved from province to province to reshape
the face of the land. Canals were gouged out of the earth. Dams glued together.
Millions of paddy fields planted. All done without the help of machinery, with
only bare hands and fingernails. Machines were deemed impure and imperialist.
Money was abolished as was religion, privacy and even talking. Democratic
Kampuchea was a massive experiment in applied paranoia. The people were starved
and then themselves became fodder: sustenance for Angkar. Hundreds of
thousands, even more than one million, perished. There is not a family here
that doesn’t harbour the loss of a sibling, parent, child or spouse.
Why didn’t we hear of this when it
was happening, I wonder?
I recall an exhibit at S-21.
Instructions painted on a signboard to those under torture. Among the many
protocols is the command not to ‘yell out or make any sound when you are beaten
with electric wire’.
The single most important factor in
the success of Pol Pot’s revolution, according to most scholars, was the
carpet-bombing by American B-52s between 1970-1975. By the time Phnom Penh fell the people of
Cambodia were massively traumatized from years of dodging falling explosives
that wiped out their villages, families and animals.
I used to work in Iraq. One night
the Kurds went wild and fired their machine guns into the air. We lived in
tents against the side of a hill. We ate under a thatch and open sided cabana.
For several minutes I felt the terror of having no control over my well being.
Shells from the celebrating Kurds’ guns rained down from the sky thwacking into
the earth and cracking into rocks. I ran for cover but why, I don’t know. There
was nowhere to hide. How was a canvas tent to protect me from a hot piece of
iron falling from the sky?
And how was a Cambodian peasant to
protect himself from a massive cluster bomb falling from an unseen American
warplane? And not just once but night after night, week after week? When the
Khmer Rouge came to town they didn’t have to ‘recruit’. The people swarmed to
anyone who claimed they could stop the bombing.
Daylight is breaking over the
city. I can hear street children
laughing now and the sky is white. It’s going to rain some more today.
I wonder.
In the 1970s an American President
doggedly pursued the ‘national interest’ and filled the air with airplanes and
bombs and mighty words about the need to stop communism from sweeping across
the world. More quickly than Presidents
Johnson, Nixon or Ford could have imagined and certainly more inelegantly then
the American people were led to believe, communism and the horror that the
planes and bombs were to supposed to eliminate, ran the Americans out of town.
And tore apart the people and society they were supposed to save.
A year ago another American
President began massive bombing against another weak and troubled Asian
country. “We’re going to get him dead or alive” the world was told. And
something else too. “This time we’re not going to let the Afghan people down.
We’ll change the leadership, establish the rule of law and stick around to
rebuild the country.” One year on the
Taliban are gone but still active on the periphery. Osama is neither confirmed
dead nor alive, apparently relegated to the ‘too hard basket’. The rule of law remains a fantasy in
Afghanistan and donor fatigue has already set in. Of the billions pledged to
rebuild Afghanistan to ensure that terrorism has no room to hide, much has not
been delivered. The Afghans, it appears have once again been sold a line by
their ‘saviours’.
President Bush is once more in
dogged pursuit of American interests. Come hell or high water, right or wrong,
support or not, we are told he must “change the leadership in Iraq, establish
the rule of law and get the UN to pay the billions needed to rebuild the
country”.
Sometimes I lay awake at night and
wonder.
What sort of new horror is going to
arise from the ashes of Afghanistan and Iraq, similar to that arose here in
Cambodia? Will Americans wake up and see the links between their crusades
against communism and their wars against terrorism and the misery and hatred
that follow in their wake?
The Dog today highlights a brighter side of Cambodia, the 1960s rock and roll scene. Inspired by the good side of America, these garage gemstones sparkle and shine like Burmese rubies in a warm rain.
Track Listing:
01 Jeas Cyclo (Ride Cyclo)
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Track Listing:
01 Jeas Cyclo (Ride Cyclo)
02 Chnam Oun Dop Pram Muy (I'm 16)
03 Tngai Neas Kyom Yam Sra (Today I Drink Wine)
04 Sou Slarp Kroam Kombut Srey (Rather Die)
05 Srolanh Srey Touch (I Love Petite Woman)
06 Rom Jongvak Twist (Dance Twist)
07 Knyom Mum Sok Jet Te (I'm Unsatisfied)
08 Rom Suel Suel (Dance Soul Soul!)
09 Jam 10 Kai Thiet (Wait 10 More Months)
10 Jah Bomg Ju Aim (Old Sour and Sweet)
11 Mack Pi Noak (Where From?)
12 Phneit Oum Mean Evey (What Your Eye Has?)
13 Yuvajon Kouge Jet (Broken Heart Man).mp3
14 Jol Dondeung Kone Key (Going to Get Engaged)
15 Kerh Songsa Kyoum That (Have You Seen My Boyfriend?)
16 Chnang Jas Bal Chgn-ainj (Old Pot, Tasty Rice)
17 Kone Oksok Nas Pa (We're Very Bored, Dad)
18 Kom Kung Twer Evey (Don't Be Mad)
19 Penh Jet Thai Bong
Mouy (I Like Only You)
20 Sralanh Srey Chnas (I Love Mean Girl)
21 Komlos Teng Bey (Three Gentlemen)
22 Retrey Yung Joup Knea (The Night We Met)
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